Friday, January 16, 2009
Taken by photographer: hanakimi
Do i look very hardworking & sophiscated in this photo ?? haha
I was writing the CNY script... heh heh :P
Today is the first offical CNY concert. And its totally messy. TOTALLY.
Partly because i haven got sufficient time to prepare my scripts.. i think..
Seriously, i feel stress. Totally stressed. Though i have exprience in hosting, this is the first time ever that i have to write my own script. I feel so helpless...
I finally realise again that being a host is really something to be respected because its so difficult...
But, i shall continue and work hard to become a good host !!
Got scolded by teachers for poor script writing.. T_T
Then scolded for our class's performance item cause there was problem with the CD and track...
But i have clarify one thing, though i did help out in some things of the planning,
i am not the overall in-charge for that item. So, pls do not scold me for everything that went wrong, i know nothing at all. NOTHING.
Felt so wronged, so stressed.
I was breaking out in cold sweats, seriously.
All the sweat were rolling down my cheeks already, whats more you want ?!
Cant blame me for everything right ? 无奈-ing....
Although there are so many misfortune happening to me today, there are also happy moments i shared..
Let me show you...
Thats all for today. BYE !! :D
Dreams are meant to be made.
@ 11:42 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Hey people !! I have come to update my blog again !!
My recent affairs...
Seriously i have been busy with the overwhelming homeworks, supplementries and CCA.
I have a feeling i might not be able to cope with everything soon. Maybe, i really multi-tasked too much, pushing myself to a dead end. I tried, i tried cutting down, but i am still so busy; with packed schedules. My house is almost becoming a hotel, a place where i only go back and sleep and leave for school the next day.
I hate this feeling, i hate this feeling of treating my own house like a hotel. But, i have no choice....
CNY concert is just round the corner. I haven start to prepare anything yet. No mood.
I hope to have time for the things i like. I know thats impossible...
Life is never fair. Never fair to ANYONE.
I really hope to see him... but i guess no chance... i have to wait for miracles..
Has been feeling kinda of emo lately, even more worse when i quarrelled with my father today. Dont ask me why. Only thing i can say is, i have been even more emo after the quarrel with him.
Guess its time for me to put down everything. Its too heavy a burden for me to carry everything on my shoulder; I cant breathe anymore. Its suffocating me.
I shall act brave and stride over this emo period of mine as soon as i can, to prevent further destructions to myself.
I guess i shall not continue anymore. Take care everyone. Bye.
Signed off,
corliiflowerr emo-ed
Dreams are meant to be made.
@ 8:03 PM
